Monday, September 28, 2009

What I used to love.. glad it came back

This is a story, oblivious to many..

My passion.. ever since i started it.. i got addicted to it..

i fell in love with it..

Maybe someone like me doesn't really look like someone who does it..

but most of my life spent in co-curricular activities was doing taekwondo..

being active in school i have engage myself in various kind of demonstrations and performances

been through all the ups and downs, finally i get myself to be chosen in Perak commando squad..

was really happy..

til the day i overdid it..

during one of my practice for some merdeka celebration..

when i made a jumping front kick, and i kicked so hard, my leg got overstretched and due to insufficient warm-up and stretching before training, my left hamstring (the muscle located behind the thigh) got torn up..

my career ended just like that.. yup.. bein unable to do anything anymore.. i had to forego the commando squad earlier just like that..

since i'm the one of the big boss in my school's club.. i can't just quit like that.. so i decided to become assistant instructor.. haha..

kinda heavy though cuz i am just teaching and watching but not joining them..

so, that's the end of it

but Its been 2 years..

my legs are feeling better..

and now i'm in UM.. i manage to bring back the kicking target that i got sponsored before this, and also my taekwondo pants from home.. all seems to be in good shape..

and gave my floormate wafi a call to play along cuz he was also active in taekwondo..

last sunday we played at our floor there and yeah! I'm so happy!!

though i couldnt really stretch my leg out, can't split my leg edi.. haha

but i still manage to do my favourite move, its called the 360 turning kick where i will jump and turn for one full 360 degrees on air and kick.. so i got to make 6 consecutive kicks without missing the target before feeling dizzy and stopped haha..

so we made a video out of it so i'm gonna post it here..

Big thanks to Wafi for holding the target for me

and also Haziq for helping me recording it haha

its not that perfect as it used to be.. but a good starter i guess..

i do end up in pain at the hamstring area there, but i am still thinking to re train sometime soon..

i dunno..

what u guys think??

drop some opinions


Saturday, September 26, 2009


the previous post is meant for one particular person..

if u think you have done wrong to me,

and you think you are guilty..

then you are the person..

who he/she actually is??

only time will tell..

you will know yourself..

siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedasnya


hello i am mr. sarcastic =)

things i hate/dislike/allergic to/ :

1) people acting like bimbos

2) broken promises

3) fakers/posers

4) liars

5) A.S.B [attention seeking bastard (for male) / bitch (for female)]

6) or D.F.A (desperate for attention)

7) people who talks but doesn't produce

8) smokers

9) people who care so much bout others when they themselves are not well organized

10) people who still never learn bout their mistakes when everyone is telling him/her that he/she is wrong.. and still proud doing it..

and the one i really hate is definitely


yes.. this is the one i can't stand at all..

generally it means..

a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, especially one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

in short it could also mean

deceiver, dissembler, PRETENDER, pharisee.

apparently, to my dismay.. i've actually unfortunately (no offence) destined to meet with someone who has all the criteria mentioned above..

sad to say, its really getting on my nerve..

lets keep it short shall we?

if you think that i am talking about you, i hope you are aware and will change..
but seeing number 10 above.. i doubt you would..

a simple message for you..

i thought maybe its just my personal problem getting annoyed and pissed by your attitude..


if u think people likes you,..




oh.. is that enough for you?




now i know, that its not my problem anymore when many people are saying the same thing..



Sorry can't help it..

SARCASM is my middle name..

for a kick-start, why not stop being number 10 and try solve the rest?

maybe people would start liking you for real..

p/s : up to you whether you wanna stay the same or change for the betterment.. i'm just helping you out as a friend. don't say i didn't warn you aite?


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

accepting is everything..

not a very good holiday..
been really moody..


meaningless holiday..

thx for those who kept me company..

i really appreciate it..

what do you people know about raya?

what is the true meaning behind it?

it's definitely not just about saying sorry

not just bout collecting duit raya..

not just bout getting to eat lots of nice food..

so what is it then?

recently i have an aunt.. she's young.. barely even reach her late 30's..

having to struggle with lung cancer..

lost in the fight and has returned back to her Creator just a week before raya..

leaving behind her childrens.. (who lost their dad way earlier before)

the eldest being 6 years old..

youngest being just 7 months old..

and so..

i decided and got to see and stayed with them during the raya..

i'm touched by how they could smile and laugh and being happy during the raya season..

call them small kids..

but don't they have feelings too?

is it not that the absence of a mother is sufficient and would bring about great despair to their children especially during an auspicious day like this??

when all preparations are done..

i definitely know the childrens are pretty much aware of where they are standing..

they asked me questions like, "abang, ibu adik raya kat mana? dia tak balik pun.. mesti dia tengah best raya kan? kalau dia happy, bagus la.."

that kid really shut my mouth..

it made me think..

no matter how bad your condition is..

always remember..

they are those who face worst..

I am not here to brag about my problems..

it doesn't really matter anymore that my raya is not as complete as how it used to be..

but this is just to get you all back to your senses..

don't overly do it..

you all might have all the fun in this world seeing its a one week holiday

so what?

like i've said..

you say sorry for all the mistakes..

so what??

you still gonna make mistakes towards that person you seek forgiveness to..

this might not be my best raya..

but those kids taught me the true meaning of raya..

as mentioned in my header above


this is DEFINITELY my most meaningful raya..

learn to accept..

no matter what it is..

I am not ashamed of myself crying over this..

hoped it touched others too..

learn from it..


Friday, September 4, 2009

Exam's over.. does it??

Its been almost a week since independent day has passed..

and now.. only all the foundation students of UM otherwise known as the Asasians get to celebrate their merdeka.. so.. MERDEKA!!!

so here's what happened..

1st september

chemistry 1 and computer science..

one word.. HARD!! my theory is really weak.. not for computer science though.. managed to do it kinda smoothly.. fingers crossed..

next up 2nd september

english, physics 1 and calculus..

EASY!! english only.. haha.. physics.. again.. killed me.. you know they say physics is all about logic.. but none of them are making sense to me!
calculus.. i saw ray of light.. not tat good not tat bad.. but satisfaction level..

3rd september

Chem 2 and vector

chem is simple.. but vector is so damn bloody wth! i dun even understand wth they are trying to ask.. speak english la vector.. haha..

lastly 4th september

physics2 and algebra

physics was another simple paper.. hope i did well.. well for algebra.. the worst thing tat i heard when i ask ppl around was not enuf time.. well i guess it was much more worst for me then... i couldnt answer it.. totally blank.. blank blank blank.. the thing is.. i cant answer most of the question and got bored of 'em.. eventually i slept halfway.. and had to tembak most of them when i woke up cuz its almost time.. tats the most F up paper ever.. as mentioned in my FB post.. "i'm raped by algebra upside down"

well lets leave tat to tat shall we..


it seems that many of you are forgetting what you all are supposed to be fighting for here.. you all seems to be enjoying yourself just too much.. i'm not talking bout you all going out rite after exam.. tats fine.. but even before exams you all are under too much of a freedom and did not control yourself.. and then start complaining that papers were hard etc etc..

you all wan 4 flat? DO IT THE 4 FLAT WAY!

mid sem.. clear
final sem.. in one and a half month time..
time is runing out..