What I used to love.. glad it came back

This is a story, oblivious to many..

My passion.. ever since i started it.. i got addicted to it..

i fell in love with it..

Maybe someone like me doesn't really look like someone who does it..

but most of my life spent in co-curricular activities was doing taekwondo..

being active in school i have engage myself in various kind of demonstrations and performances

been through all the ups and downs, finally i get myself to be chosen in Perak commando squad..

was really happy..

til the day i overdid it..

during one of my practice for some merdeka celebration..

when i made a jumping front kick, and i kicked so hard, my leg got overstretched and due to insufficient warm-up and stretching before training, my left hamstring (the muscle located behind the thigh) got torn up..

my career ended just like that.. yup.. bein unable to do anything anymore.. i had to forego the commando squad earlier just like that..

since i'm the one of the big boss in my school's club.. i can't just quit like that.. so i decided to become assistant instructor.. haha..

kinda heavy though cuz i am just teaching and watching but not joining them..

so, that's the end of it..

but Its been 2 years..

my legs are feeling better..

and now i'm in UM.. i manage to bring back the kicking target that i got sponsored before this, and also my taekwondo pants from home.. all seems to be in good shape..

and gave my floormate wafi a call to play along cuz he was also active in taekwondo..

last sunday we played at our floor there and yeah! I'm so happy!!

though i couldnt really stretch my leg out, can't split my leg edi.. haha

but i still manage to do my favourite move, its called the 360 turning kick where i will jump and turn for one full 360 degrees on air and kick.. so i got to make 6 consecutive kicks without missing the target before feeling dizzy and stopped haha..

so we made a video out of it so i'm gonna post it here..

Big thanks to Wafi for holding the target for me

and also Haziq for helping me recording it haha


its not that perfect as it used to be.. but a good starter i guess..




i do end up in pain at the hamstring area there, but i am still thinking to re train sometime soon..

i dunno..

what u guys think??

drop some opinions

-out-

Disclaimers..

the previous post is meant for one particular person..

if u think you have done wrong to me,

and you think you are guilty..

then you are the person..

who he/she actually is??

only time will tell..

you will know yourself..


siapa makan cili dia yang terasa pedasnya

-out-

hello i am mr. sarcastic =)

things i hate/dislike/allergic to/ :

1) people acting like bimbos
2) broken promises
3) fakers/posers
4) liars
5) A.S.B [attention seeking bastard (for male) / bitch (for female)]
6) or D.F.A (desperate for attention)
7) people who talks but doesn't produce
8) smokers
9) people who care so much bout others when they themselves are not well organized
10) people who still never learn bout their mistakes when everyone is telling him/her that he/she is wrong.. and still proud doing it..

and the one i really hate is definitely

HYPOCRITES

yes.. this is the one i can't stand at all..

generally it means..

a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, especially one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

in short it could also mean

deceiver, dissembler, PRETENDER, pharisee.

apparently, to my dismay.. i've actually unfortunately (no offence) destined to meet with someone who has all the criteria mentioned above..

sad to say, its really getting on my nerve..

lets keep it short shall we?

if you think that i am talking about you, i hope you are aware and will change..
but seeing number 10 above.. i doubt you would..

a simple message for you..

i thought maybe its just my personal problem getting annoyed and pissed by your attitude..

but..

if u think people likes you,..

JUST BECAUSE THEY TALK TO YOU NICELY..

THAT DOESN'T MEAN THEY ARE VERY FOND OF YOU


"PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY TALKING BEHIND YOUR BACK ALREADY"


oh.. is that enough for you?

no?

well..

"WHAT PEOPLE TALK BOUT YA, AIN'T PRETTY I TELL YA"

now i know, that its not my problem anymore when many people are saying the same thing..

YOU ARE THE PROBLEM!



PLEASE DO SOMETHING BOUT IT FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY AND FOR WORLD PEACE..

Sorry can't help it..

SARCASM is my middle name..

for a kick-start, why not stop being number 10 and try solve the rest?

maybe people would start liking you for real..

p/s : up to you whether you wanna stay the same or change for the betterment.. i'm just helping you out as a friend. don't say i didn't warn you aite?

-OUT-

accepting is everything..

not a very good holiday..
been really moody..
alone..
meaningless holiday..
thx for those who kept me company..
i really appreciate it..


what do you people know about raya?


what is the true meaning behind it?


it's definitely not just about saying sorry

not just bout collecting duit raya..

not just bout getting to eat lots of nice food..

so what is it then?

recently i have an aunt.. she's young.. barely even reach her late 30's..

having to struggle with lung cancer..

lost in the fight and has returned back to her Creator just a week before raya..

leaving behind her childrens.. (who lost their dad way earlier before)

the eldest being 6 years old..

youngest being just 7 months old..

and so..

i decided and got to see and stayed with them during the raya..

i'm touched by how they could smile and laugh and being happy during the raya season..

call them small kids..

but don't they have feelings too?

is it not that the absence of a mother is sufficient and would bring about great despair to their children especially during an auspicious day like this??

when all preparations are done..

i definitely know the childrens are pretty much aware of where they are standing..

they asked me questions like, "abang, ibu adik raya kat mana? dia tak balik pun.. mesti dia tengah best raya kan? kalau dia happy, bagus la.."

that kid really shut my mouth..

it made me think..

no matter how bad your condition is..

always remember..

they are those who face worst..

I am not here to brag about my problems..

it doesn't really matter anymore that my raya is not as complete as how it used to be..

but this is just to get you all back to your senses..

don't overly do it..

you all might have all the fun in this world seeing its a one week holiday

so what?

like i've said..

you say sorry for all the mistakes..

so what??

you still gonna make mistakes towards that person you seek forgiveness to..

this might not be my best raya..

but those kids taught me the true meaning of raya..

as mentioned in my header above

"ACCEPTING IS EVERYTHING"

this is DEFINITELY my most meaningful raya..

learn to accept..

no matter what it is..

I am not ashamed of myself crying over this..

hoped it touched others too..

learn from it..

-out-

Exam's over.. does it??

Its been almost a week since independent day has passed..

and now.. only all the foundation students of UM otherwise known as the Asasians get to celebrate their merdeka.. so.. MERDEKA!!!

so here's what happened..

1st september

chemistry 1 and computer science..

one word.. HARD!! my theory is really weak.. not for computer science though.. managed to do it kinda smoothly.. fingers crossed..

next up 2nd september

english, physics 1 and calculus..

EASY!! english only.. haha.. physics.. again.. killed me.. you know they say physics is all about logic.. but none of them are making sense to me!
calculus.. i saw ray of light.. not tat good not tat bad.. but satisfaction level..

3rd september

Chem 2 and vector

chem is simple.. but vector is so damn bloody wth! i dun even understand wth they are trying to ask.. speak english la vector.. haha..

lastly 4th september

physics2 and algebra

physics was another simple paper.. hope i did well.. well for algebra.. the worst thing tat i heard when i ask ppl around was not enuf time.. well i guess it was much more worst for me then... i couldnt answer it.. totally blank.. blank blank blank.. the thing is.. i cant answer most of the question and got bored of 'em.. eventually i slept halfway.. and had to tembak most of them when i woke up cuz its almost time.. tats the most F up paper ever.. as mentioned in my FB post.. "i'm raped by algebra upside down"

well lets leave tat to tat shall we..

MESSAGE TO ALL ASASIANS..

it seems that many of you are forgetting what you all are supposed to be fighting for here.. you all seems to be enjoying yourself just too much.. i'm not talking bout you all going out rite after exam.. tats fine.. but even before exams you all are under too much of a freedom and did not control yourself.. and then start complaining that papers were hard etc etc..


you all wan 4 flat? DO IT THE 4 FLAT WAY!

mid sem.. clear
final sem.. in one and a half month time..
time is runing out..

DO IT OR DIE

second post of the day! (embarassing moment)

disclaimer : its just for fun.. dun la laugh too much.. its embarassing but i had a great laugh when that happened..

and so..

finished class at 11 today.. kinda relaxed.. no 3 hours of physics practical due to fasting month..

straight to the point la..

that evening.. made an appointment with ejam, pia, wan and her roomate to go to the bazaar.. i kinda enjoy going to these kind of places.. cuz its only in one particular month of the year where this will happen..

so 4.45 pm.. called all of them to confirm again cuz the sky look kinda dark.. but it seems that their perseverance to go is just to strong they still wanna go.. i also follow only la.. cuz the food in my college sucks.. haha.. no offence.. i just have to repeat it... sucks! ok ok enough..

walked from 12th college to the university station.. ejam's slippers was spoilt big time cuz he kicked something which i have no idea what it is.. stone la i think..lol.. dun expect things to go on really nice la man when u kicking some hard stuff with a 2 bucks slippers..haha..

so as we arrived there.. it happened.. yup.. that rain.. lol.. the rain was really weird man.. it was really heavy.. and the rain is falling at.. i dunno 60 degrees angle?? haha some people could fly i guess if they are small enough and their umbrella is big enough.. haha.. got really wet.. and i was wearing white!!! crap and that shirt.. is not that thick.. argh!! but we got no more time to eat on time for break fast if we dun get our food that time.. so we still buy our food..

practically.. all of us got seriously wet.. what to do.. so we went back to college by rapid kl bus..

anyways its not that i wore white shirt and i got wet was embarassing..

it was that moment... as i was on my way to the cafe to buy some drinks.. entered the college.. through the girls block, then before reaching the cafe.. there's this path where it was kinda sloppy.. it was my routine ; after class back to college, from atm machine, or whatever.. as long as i passed that path.. definitely i would slide myself there.. its fun.. hehe.. but being stupid (have to admit this time) it was so obvious the floor was freakishly slippery with all the sands brought in by the heavy rain.. i slided.. as usual.. to know that one second of sliding really changed my life..

i lost my balance...

*but din fall down..hahaha


*but then.. my food almost got spilled..


*trying to save the food, i lost my balance back..


*being unable to regain my balance..


*i fell on both my knees..


*embarassing enough..


*it seems that there's no friction between my left knee and the floor..


*so again..


*having no control of my left knee.. it slids inside and i fell towards my left side..


*and i thought that was the end


*that very moment..


*i was just halfway pass that path..


*and so i rolled along that path for 3 complete oscillations..


*before lying flat on the floor


*and i mean FLAT


*i think when i fell down i made this funny AHH!! scream so i guess it attracts everyone around..


*so many of them came to check it out..


*and i was still on the floor..


*laughing (i wanna cover the malu-ness only).. hahaha


*now that's ROFLMAO hehe


*so my plan to go to the cafe.. i cancelled it and asked ejam to get it for me instead..


*and the results??


*swollen knee
*pain at the hip
*a whole new design for shirt (and colors too)


*last but not least..


*dunnoo what to say man.. its just so stupid!!


haha.. all my frens who were around me.. dunno what to say bout them la.. laugh till can't laugh already.. then only help me..

in the end that path haunts me.. traumatised already.. haha.. maybe i should give the path a name.. any ideas?? hahaha

thx for reading.. good for you.. boo to me.. haihz..

-out-

what a week!

its been awhile since i've updated this bl0g.. lol

i was happy i get to go back home and celebrate first day of fasting with my family..
went back on friday by bus.. kinda sucky though those people there.. they had really bad management.. frankly speaking i'm quite pissed with the way they talking to me and some other passengers.. u think u're damn good? nvm la i forgive you.. i know that's the best job you deserve to do also... dun care la at least i'm home.. haha..

anyways holidays never seems to be long.. sunday morning i had to go back to UM already.. the reason why i had to go back early was i don't wanna rush things up to break fast later in the evening.. oh well.. enjoyed my fasting moment for now.. i get to know new people and get closer with the one i already met..

monday.. i dunno why this week seriously.. my body felt weak physically.. i'm not sick.. juz too tired.. not realizing that, i refrain myself from sleeping early as usual just for the sake of stuyding seeing the fact that my mid sem examinations is just a week away (1st september).. and so.. i had trouble sleeping and also waking up.. by the time i looked at my phone it was already 9.30 am.. dang! i noticed that i've been missing some lectures nowadays.. i just hate it..

tuesday.. argh how i hate tuesday.. i have to sit at that lecture hall for 4 hours straight.. wth.. ass also can get cramped.. managed to attend all the lectures.. but heck! i'm losing all my focus.. what's the point of coming to lecture but ended up sleeping in the end?? and i got to know i'm having my vector and comp science test the following day.. crap..

so i made a deep sharing session with my brain (actually i was sleeping) that night.. and only i realized what my problem is.. lol.. my sleeping hour is just too inadequate.. but i was really emo.. cuz at that very moment all that i seems to understand is fading away.. as if i never learnt anything throughout this 3 months of studying this course.. and then had a phone talk with dad.. i felt really wrong.. he was asking me whether everything's ok and i gave him a one word answer.. and how i regret telling him that.. i said "ok".. when i am actually not ok..

its like i am giving him false hope.. why am i lying to him?? and most importantly why am i lying to myself?? sigh.. whatever it is i got 2 hours of sleep and i went to ejam's room where i express all my feelings to him and rizwan.. felt better and he gave me some kind of therapy.. nothing much.. he just ask me to sleep again so that i will feel more calm.. an hour later woke up back and start studying.. glad he is willing to teach me for that upcoming test.. thx man..

see see we all din sleep at all and its already 4.30 am wednesday (today la) haha.. went down to get our food for sahur.. ate awhile and studied back before taking our bath and go to class.. i felt seriously fresh.. dunno why.. though i am not sure how well my studies are now (what i know is that i'm dropping pretty bad) but at least the heavy feelings i've been carrying is gone.. dead and gone.. yeah..

wth like essay already my blog.. i dun like this.. lets keep it short.. took my comp science and vector class.. came back with a satisfied heart.. oh yeah.. fingers crossed but i might just nick a full mark for it.. hehe good luck for me.. till then

Memoir of a lover..

I tried to love you with all my heart.. I trusted you with all my life.. I just can't do it.. I just can't love you anymore.. I did my best and what do i get? You don't seems to be coming into my life.. It just hurts me too much seeing you being like this to me.. i don't know.. It seems that you're not meant for me same as how I'm not meant for you.. All this while I thought you are my one and only.. Oh Algebra.. Now i know.. you are just too complex and imaginary..

Sad..

I've changed path and now I'm seeing vector.. Dear you are so beautiful.. Its just so easy to reach you cuz u have the shortest distance... But i hate it you always get the wrong direction and displacement.. Maybe.. just maybe a protractor could help you.. I don't know.. Now I'm thinking whether should i love you or not.. to know that its just too late.. i just got to know that you don't possess a "she".. everything seems to be clear now.. when people refer bout you.. they always say "he".. what are you?? i'm sorry.. i don't think this is going to work.. I'm scared.. I don't think we can live under the same coplanar..

I'm so emo.. I need to love someone..

Then i met.. Cal...culus.. only god knows how beautiful you are.. Oh you are just so perfect.. I thought you could be my wife.. You have so many functions.. I know that everyday, your love towards me increased without bound.. but there's no intersection between our functions. how can our love exist then?? Call me a liar.. I don't care.. I'm just being honest and most importantly being myself..

I told myself never to give up..

then.. i tried bonding with chemistry.. you are just so energetic, reactive and corrosive. I'm sorry to say i have a very bad impression towards you.. i don't think i can be with you.. you are just so... dangerous..

sigh


Why can't they all at least bring up my memories with my first love.. If only they could be like physics.. we were always together.. So sad i have to let you go.. If not i wouldn't have been like this now... Why did u have to die in that inelastic collision with that lorry? I tried to save you.. But i can't... what makes things worst is that i tried calculating the force and momentum with my casio fx-570 MS.. I just can't.. WHAT THE HELL IS MATH ERROR??!!! I did not meant to hurt you all ; ally,vecky,cally,chemy.. sorry.. but i don't love you all anymore.. no more.. Its just to hard handling you all.. Thanks for all the time we spent together.. I just want to forget that scary F=ma and p=mv incident.. goodbye..

love,
budak asasi

just joking.. i was so tensed up with studies and eventually made this up during a boring lecture.. so this is it.. drop some comments ^^

-out-

a moment of silent please..

a moment of silent.. lets pray for the late ahmad faris. news reported that he tried running away but was held back by the tutor.. after a half an hour of struggling, he couldnt take the tembakan bertubi-tubi by physic test and eventually gave up in the fight.. after much of investigation.. one the cause of death is 'sakit hati sebab tak boleh jawab soalan' resulting in overstress... further investigations are still conducted to see whether its a crime or natural occurrence...

a very adventurous but random 3 days

saturday.. damn swt.. 8 am went out with zharif,ejam,rizwan.. first up.. Low Yat plaza.. cool place.. lotsa gadget.. its like pc fair there everyday..haha.. done buying stuff there we walked to time square.. ate at mcD.. went to i dnno wat plaza and ended up at pavillion.. wahaha.. i love tat place.. honestly.. all the place i mentioned above.. never been there before..haha.. manaage to buy some clothes.. wah damn happy..hahah.. and we walked.. to.. well.. nowhere.. and practically.,. ended up like lost like tat.. and the taxis are being an arse... non of them are willing to stop and even if they do so they dun go to our destination.. but we;re lucky its kinda near to rizwan's house... so went there..

cut it short..

nothing much but everything tat happened is so random tat time..

*suddenly had a barbeque party

*his neighbour dumped a cat after moving to another place.. and his family has been taking care of it ever since.. it was pregnant.. that night itself.. it gave birth to 4 of them.. only saw two.. clean everything up and securedly put them in a cage..

*the other two we only notice bout it the next day.. it was left behind in the shoe rack.. one was...well..dead T.T... and the other one barely alive.. but the belly button rope (tali pusat) XDDDD is connected between the two.. so tied it up and jz cut it.. i feel like a medic student tat time.. cz wanna save tat other baby.. now tthe cat is ok already.. happy to see tat..haha..

lotsa experience.. but then we only arrived.. at 8pm sunday.. wth.. i have chem report, physics and computer science tutorials.. and i have not even touched any of them.. and damn.. i din sleep tat night.. as i was doing my physics.. around 3 am monday.. i suddenly remembered i got test going on later in class.. shitzz la.. was so tension.. class on 8.. argh.. work not done yet!! damn it... so i prayed hard.. god heard my prayers.. thank god.. i wanted to go and take my bath at 7.. took my towel.. and fell asleep..haha.. woke up at 8.. got to know 9-1 classes all are cancelled.. yay!! no physics test!!

i'm lazy wanna type actually..

the thing is..

moral of the story..

1) dun get lost
2) make sure u know where u are going
3) pavillion rocks
4) me too =)
5) luckily i bought clothes.. so i jz changed the next day..haha..
6) be prepared for anything
7) learn how to make a surgery
8) finish your work before going out..
9) anything happened, make sure u have credit..
10) so that when u cant finish your work, call your fren, borrow and copy..

easy..

current updates bout me..

*addicted to coke.. my halal alcohol
*going crazy
*but lonely
*managed to fulfill my new resolution.. waking up at 5 everyday.. unless i sleep after tat..haha
*still can't find the time to eat breakfast and lunch..
*strugglling with maths..
*more white hair
*puasa is coming.. kinda prepared seeing i only eat once a day tat is at night... haha.. lucky me!!

wat i still need to do..

*learn how to stay awake in lectures..
*revise all the subjects.. algebra,calculus,vector,chem 1 & 2, phy 1 & 2, computer science..
*save money.. i eat alot..
*clean my room..
*i mean my part of the room..
*my roomate would jz dirty back his side...haha..

aih.. lazy wanna write edi.. doin chem,.. bye.. good luck to me..

happy~~

very tensed up with studies..got to know dad's coming to kl.. he said he'll bring me out for dinner.. ask him whether i can bring my fren anot, he let.. went out with rizwan, ejam and sera.. i'm so glad to see him... i barely spent my time with him even though i went back for 4 days last week for mid sem break.. had dinner at a place called delicious at bangsar village.. kinda nice.. after dinner he fetch us back to UM.. haihz so fast.. i miss dad and my family.. wonder how are they doing?? 3 weeks to my first big exam.. argh.. good luck to me.. starting to hate maths.. loving physics and chemistry..

till then,
chiaoz

better watch out..

i find you being very irritating nowadays..
i also find that i get angry easily nowadays..
u are really getting on my nerves..
i tell you..
just watch out..
frankly i tell you now..
stop wat u are doing..

-out-

last day of holiday!! BOOO!!!

first thing first.. dun blame me for not putting photos.. cz i am very very very lazy to do so.. tats all.. back to updates..

damn 1 week is jz too fast... went back home for few days only.. most of the time.. well practically... non-stop driving.. dunno how to describe the holiday..some parts of it i do enjoy and some i don't..

of course the part tat i like was meeting my old frens.. get to hangout with them as well.. and when i came back to UM.. those peoples from sabah and sarawak, most of them did not go back to their respective homes.. they're a great bunch of groups to hangout with.. get to know lots of frens..

but i'm tired..stupid tutorials... class starting already.. i managed to finish all my assignments.. other than that.. nothing much.. i dunno why i dun feel good nowadays.. always had a bad feelings.. when i came back to UM last thursday... the moment my dad left after sending me.. i received a phone call.. your gramps (not the one tat met the accident..this is the other wan from my dad's side).. is very weak now.. admitted to the hospital.. i'm so worried.. dad said.. its ok.. haihz... nvm.. wat can i do..

anyways.. 3 am sunday now.. jz now had a small party for rizwan.. no cakes.. juz pizza..lol.. seriously nice.. made him wet.. spoilt his phone.. *sorry dude* best part.. was his birthday present.. it was dur.. not durian... well... erm... dur..ex..a box containing 3 of 'em..hahaha.. and we forced the girls to give him..haha all of us made card for him and this is wat we managed to write inside cz we got to know he's going out with his girlfriend tomoro..haha

me= not too hard, not too soft.. be FIRM!! but gentle..
wan,pia,yana,iman="good luck"
ijam= sensational!!
haziq= taste it, feel it, make sure u have a great pleasure!!
afiqrul= legions of dur..ex are hungry for more.. give in to temptation..
arif= "use" that "wisely"
saiful= Feel it!! Enjoy it!! and make it your bestfren!
zharif= you only have 3.. choose the right person!!
ibrahim= give me one!!!!!!

he looked happy.. haha.. good for him.. happy birthday again rizwan! if u happen to read this blog.. next year something better..wakaka..

aih tats all le.. will try update more later on... gotta focus now.. exactly 4 weeks to mid sem exam.. good luck to me and the rest..

-out-

2 months man!! jz for an update..geez...

ah.. at last.... an update.. life in UM sure is hectic.. everyday i'll be having class from 8am til 5 pm with a break at 1pm til 2pm.. the homeworks they gave sure is hell.. 2 months of not updating definitely there's been so many things to tell... i'll jz summarise wat happened..

came to UM with a broken heart..

first week.. orientation week..
got my ass kicked pretty directly by the seniors known as PP (pembantu pelajar).. i jz hate the way they shout to us juniors.. acting like damn bossy like tat.. looked damn fake though.. everytime they start scolding us.. wats on my mind was "hey when's this gonna end?" slowly they turned out to be better and more friendly towards us and glad tat happened.. i was really emo this week.. got to know my roomate isn't the type i would fancy.. smoker, bad personal hygiene, no sense of responsibility, and freakishly no self-discipline.. and first day itself.. got a phone call from dad.. grampa met an accident.. right knee to ankle broke.. ankle to toes crushed like a broken glass.. i'm so sad.. dad said its ok, be strong and jz focus on wat i have to do.. last day of orientation was fun..lasted til 5 am next day.. met new people.. good and bad.. some i start to hate also..

second and third week..
class started.. jz lectures without any tutorial classes and lab practicals.. so my time is still very loose here.. getting to adapt to the surrounding here, tried making new frens and all.. people here ain't tat bad.. but i hate the weather.. so hot.. hazy.. and HOT and HOTTER and HOTTEST.. dang.. nvm.. i start learning how to go to places like mid valley which is so near.. and klcc.. also managed to put some effort and went to a frens house, amin.. damn he's rich.. got two ferraris, a jaguar, an audi Q7 wth.. i'm impressed.. he's a malaysian fencer... anyways.. me and another 7 frens planned to cherish our very last moment before the fourth week starts.. cz tats when all the pressure will come.. so tat final weekend 8 of us went to celebrate at genting.. my god.. macam dah graduate.. anyways had fun.. but din stay there..
and so onto the;

4th,5th week
i forgot most of the things tat happened here..got to know who's in my tutorial group..i was so damn pressured.. being new to the environment i cant catch up with studies.. lecturers are jz too fast.. glad i have tutorial classes to back up.. sleeping hour cut to 4 hours a day.. i dunno how others can be so happy and have time to hangout with frens.. while most of us got no time to finish tutorials.. weekends visit my aunt's family at gombak

6th week
all the same.. wednesday.. felt kinda sick.. vomit alot.. and almost fainted.. managed to enter all the classes.. next day.. felt worst.. was brought to hospital by the admin.. body temp was freaking high 40 degrees!!! and got all the H1N1 symptoms.. being a suspect, i was quarantined.. life's like hell tat time.. but then there's a very funny incident which i cant forget.. but make me kinda scared of nurse now..

nurse: lepas ni saya akan inject awak dengan vaccine tau
me: ok.
*nurse went out and came back and pull the langsir*
nurse: saya perlu tengok punggung awak.
me: HAAA?!!
nurse: saya nak inject vaccine.
me: *pointing at my arm* bukan kat sini ke??
nurse: tak. kat punggung. *straight pull my pants*(but couldnt cuz i was wearing my belt)
me: (WTF??!! omg omg omg omg)
and she said the most,paling, sangat,very scariest sentence ever i've ever heard
nurse: adik... tolong longgarkan tali pinggang adik..
me: T.T

*in the end i got vaccinated without any harm other than i hate needles alot..* enough said

they also took my blood sample and saliva to clarify my sickness.. thank god i'm negative.. its jz some viral fever.. din attend class for two days.. luckily saturdays and sundays no class.. so can rest properly..

7th week..
still abit sick but feeling waaaay better.. gladly.. but was so tension.. cz i couldnt understand a thing bout the lectures.. cz i missed previous ones.. emo..... its jz so tough... tried my best and slowly get the hang of it.. i love my tutorial group alot.. so one of a kind.. like a family.. the girls are being damn sporting and none of the guys is an ass.. but i don seem to be loving lectures at all (depending on who is the lecturer).. they always blame students cant cope up cz they sleep alot in class.. have they ever blamed the lecturer for being too boring til we sleep in class...zzzzz.. my most favourite would definitely be the practical lab.. cz we will be joining two other groups. so more ppl and we are allowed to talk so not tat sleepy la..

8th week..
all the same.. get to know tat in 2 weeks time is holiday.. looking forward.. tutorials are getting more and more.. sleeping hour cut to 2 hours..dammit.. i only eat once a day.. all the free time i had tat i could use to eat i use it to sleep.. seems so hard to get a decent sleep here.. wateverrr.. holiday is near.. tats wat matters..

9th week
holiday aura getting stronger.. managed to maintain my rhythm.. hope it stays.. some frens are showing power suddenly.. think they are so damn bloody good.. i'm fine.. jz hangout with some other frens.. cant say racist.. same race... statist... ya tats the word.. jz cz they are from the same state they treat each other better than others... like gay.. argh please.. dun feel like a loss though cz they are like so fake.. glad i loss them too.. waiting for the time they suddenly come back and say sorry.. got the feeling they will.. *evil laugh*..

now.. holiday jz started.. so i update la.. staying here.. well practically changed me alot..
some are good some are bad but i dun care.. jz being myself..

*i've learnt to appreciate time
*stoppped being a procrastinator
*learnt to accept people the way they are
*hard to forgive people though
*use alot of money on food

wat i hope i could be..

*can wake up early
*so can eat breakfast
*get to know as much people as possible
*often visit lecturers
*not sleeping during lectures
*etc etc

wat i managed to do
*bought a giordano shirt
*watched terminator
*transformer
*blood the last vampire
*but not ice age T.T i wan!!
*learnt how to go to sungai wang
*went kayaking

now having a 1 week holiday.. its already 12.11 am monday.. will be back to UM on wed or thur cuz had an appointment with lecturers to back up wat i;ve left..

aih lazy la wanna type edi.. tats all for now.. lazy wanna put pict also.. drop comments please.. thx and bye bye and good nite and sweet dreams and rest well to me..

-peace out-

Karaoke?!! swt..

last saturday went jj..met jia yee and a new fren yin yin..very nice fella.. had our lunch at some kopitiam hidden somewhere in the depth of the supermarket.. felt weird couldnt finish the food.. wth.. nvm la at least no more hungry.. then kah nyan pulak suddenly appear out of nowhere and joined us.. so after the lunch i followed the girls to dunno where.. see see all those like girl girl shop like tat.. decided not to go in.. waited outside.. nothing much happened la.. met some former classmates.. insult them as how we always do last time.. and eventually the girl finished their shopping (finally)..

After tat we all agreed go karaoke at kbox.. very happy to meet my long lost HOMIES brother, bernard keith fong who joined us then..lol.. tat guy never change.. especially tat.. you know wat.. call yourself 21 years old XD.. at first.. i dunno.. dun feel like singing also cz i was sick and having a sore throat.. but wth not like without the sore throat i would sound tat nice either..haha.

So went in and I felt really awkward.. first time la.. tat place looks really creepy.. so dark and all.. Then the girls went out to the toilet and bernard chose some westlife song.. cincai la sing only slow slow.. after awhile i felt like hey kinda nice la.. so semangat giler take the mic and sing edi.. not bad la i can show off sing kiss godbye and forever love XP.. when they start choosing those that i dunno.. i start taking photos le.. too bad my phone's camera doesnt work well under poor lighting.. but still can snap la..

sry for bad quality image..

Bernard the "oh yeah" fella

Yin the "totoyeah" fella

dunno wat to say.. human transformer???

Jia Yee not bad got voice of Beyonce xp

At last i'm in the photo..luckily the waiter came to help take the photo..

(i feel like Hugh Hefner XDDDDD)

should go karaoke more often now.. real fun! hehe.. many thanks to 4 of you and extra sikit to kah nyan for sending me home lastly not forgetting the author of the blog =)

chiaoz